Is it weird that I want to dedicate Better Together to all my best girls out there?
Regardless of whether you see this or not, I love each and everyone of you <3



There is no combination of words I could put on the postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try because this is your heart and this is
Our dreams and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's so much better when we're together

sipping packeted chrysanthemum tea cause my mom hid the strawberry caprisonne

sushi tomorrow with the class girls
im quite excited
then dinner @ nex with the sisterhood
definitely more excited
oh how I love them so
mwacks mwacks i love you you know that right

(SUSHI WAS JUST CANCELLED JAYDA HAS TRAINING SOBBBBBBB i want sushi)
(dear sisterhood if any of you are seeing this can we have sushi)

oh right......school......i'm supposed to be writing about school but when I think of school I think of the people and I think of my friends in school and I.......draw a comparison to my SC girls and I just become :-( again because.......they're not my sc friends.... im going off in this directionless ramble ha ha ha ha i can never seem to verbalize my thoughts properly but I try but I cant either because im all dksjfhieuyrwiyerwer in my brain so

idk all i can think of is NO SUSHI TOMORROW THAT MAKES ME SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011 - 1/1/11 2.56am

Hi guys! I'm in a reflectiony mood which is weird because I hardly am :-( Anyway just to pass time and just so i'd be able to look at this and go OH SO THAT'S HOW 2010 WENT when i'm 34............

I would like to thank the following:-

1. God
Although I haven't been the greatest Christian especially for the later half of the year, your unfailing love never gave up on me, it is definitely God that brought me through this year, tears and all. All Glory goes to God!

2. Family
For your neverending support in whatever I do, FOREVER funding my Starbucks drinks/dinner/lunch whatever just so you'd be sure i'd study okay outside :'-), and always greeting me with a smile when I get back, provide everything I need. Although it was a rocky year for all of us, we made it through <3 Really, guys you're the best. I doubt they'd ever see this but.....it has to be said!

3. Friends (wah cliche sial God family friends HAHA but its the truth!!!!!)
FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS~ We all made it through this year together guys! Things like Remedials (and skipping remedials. which i hardly ever do..but more like PERSUADING OTHER PEO0PLE NOT TO SKIP REMEDIAL), skipping study camp, study starbucks days with ethel/hq/tass, laughing at nothing because we're all brain dead, epic recesses with MY BELOVED CHINGUS, multiple steamboats just because we can, HAM spotting(!!), meeting tass at like 9AM just so we could watch a movie on her laptop without feeling guilty, Isetan food(!!), CANTEEN FOOD LIKE CHICKEN PATTIES FRIED FISH (what were we thinking..) PRAWN MEE OVER-GARLICKY HOR FUNU AND V'S WEIRD DRY MAGGI MEE HAHAHAHAHHAHA AND OF COURSE WHO CAN FORGET FRAN'S MUST-BLOW-CHAR-SIEW-PAU-UNTIL-IT-COOLS-IN-MY-PLASTIC-BAG SYNDROME, and green tea (+T) DAYS, V's boy troubles!!!!!, wenner's weird fetishes and obsession with sheeshees and Raymond and stan the man, A.LONG 4EVA AND HER "YOU STAY BACK AND COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK I DON'T LET YOU GO HOME UNTIL YOU COMPLETE YOUR HOMEWORK", and pointing our Ms Lim's Olive like ways with wq, MACS CLAN GUYS although that didn't end well, it's still a precious memory :-), BISHAN LAZY DAYS WITH LECIN/HQ/AMEELZ, feixiong :'-), ION->DENTAL->TLL DAYS WITH WENNY, of course our overpriced ramen eating ways in GINZA RAMEN, working in goodwood with ethel/hq and learning the true value of MOOLAH and how very difficult it is to earn it, LAUGHING FOREVER AND WHATEVER ETHEL DOES, prom was ace (the best. ever), chem remedials w choo!!!, AMATH/EMATH PAPERS I FORGOT HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK AND BEING VEGETABLE-LIKE AFTER THAT, history with ms wong and the other 11, failing history..very badly, falling asleep in ss, WENNERS HITTING ME UNTIL I WAKE UP IN EVERY CHEM LESSON, BOTH OF US DOZING OFF IN LIT, CHINESE LESSONS WERE EPIC!!!!!!!, I can't really think of anymore

a special note to SUNSHINE SIX ( V MAN FRAN WENN)- hi guys we were/are epic. and awesome. MORE THAN I COULD EVER, EVER, EVER ASK FOR. guys WE LASTED 4 YEARS 4 FRIGGIN YEARS. squabbles and quarrels and canteen showdowns and all i love each and every one of you very, very much.You made my 4 years gloriously enjoyable. I will miss our corridor hi's/hugs/whatever, routine recesses...everything. ALL OF YOU UNDERSTAND ME SO WELL IT'S INSANE every outing we have is epic and i love and miss you guys very very very much because we certainly don't see each other as often as before but whatever it is I know everyone of you will STAY AWESOME and make the world a happier place and my only hope in the future is that i'd be able to find friends as worthy as you guys :) hope we'll stay tiiiiiiiiiiiight!!!

another special note to my church galz - GUYS man i've known you guys for what 3-4 years and you're all a special bunch of girls i would never want to live my life without!!!!!! all of you are crazy eccentric WEIRD salivary smelly unglam and noisy, but above all UNFAILINGLY BEAUTIFUL AND WOMEN OF GOD yes, i do love all of you to bits :-) I WOULD JUST LIKE TO THANK ALLLLLLLLLL OF YOU FOR STICKING BY ME THROUGH TESTS EXAMS IDK STUPID CRAZY DILEMMAS AND CRISISES AND BEING STUPID WITH ME :-)

there are several other people i'd like to thank but IT'S ALL TOO MUCH TO WRITE IN ONE NIGHT you'll see soon in your New Years cards!!!!!!

THIS my friends sum up the past 4 years. You all made me very happy to be a true blue SC girl and i will neverrrrrrrr forget you guys. just in case you see this again in 5 years DROP ME A RING YAAAAAAAA

P.S I know this should be a lot more detailed, it's 3.36am...i still don't feel like crashing yet but this is all i can muster hehehe